Why do I do this to myself?
Last night the MOPS leader called and asked if I'd do a devotion on Gentleness. I said, "Sure!" Now, if she'd asked me at the meeting to say something about this fruit of the Spirit, I'd've stood up and talked for five minutes and then sat down. No problem. But since she asked me last night, I've worried about it since then and I have butterflies in my tummy right now just thinking about it, and tonight I'll probably blush and stutter.